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Devious Journal Entry

Wed Dec 12, 2007, 12:19 PM
  • Mood: Distressed
  • Listening to: Ana Free on youtube
  • Reading: A buffy/the pretender/ then HP Xover
  • Watching: my screen ^^
  • Playing: silent murder ^^
  • Eating: Rice and...her...some kinf of meat :D
  • Drinking: Water (only my third litter this past hour^^)
Full Name:
Why can't people believe me when I say my name is Orlina Fleurit?
Well, ok, I'm Naïma B. ^^

Birthday:
27th May (my favorite number :D)

Birthplace:
Near Paris :heart:

Eye Color:
Noisette (soft brown)

Hair Color:
Black black!

Height:
1m73 (I finished growing at 13, so imagine a 1m73 13year old, that's just scary *shudder*)

Weight:
I don't even wanna know -_-'

Right handed or Left handed?
Right, but if it's to hit someone left, so that I wouldn't injure my good hand :D

Your Heritage:
euh...

My Worst Habit:
Not trying to overcome my bad habits ^^

Zodiac Sign:
I think you say Gemini in english ^^ (and Dragon for my chinese sign^^)

Shoe Size:
heum, 41 in france, so something like 11 in the US

Pants Size:
Well seeing as my favorites pants were made for me (me mum^^) I don't know at all!

Innie or Outie?
I'll tell you once I understand the question!

Parents Still Together?
Yope, they're even watching TV together right now -_-'

The Shoes You Wore Today:
If I say White 'baskets' english people don't understand, let's just say white sport shoes, but fashionable :D

Your Weakness:
Lack of focus

Your Fears:
The usual (not the spider nonsense), fear of losing my friends, being alone...etc.


Your Perfect Pizza:
An imaginary pizza, and still I must be without cheese or anything in it, really... So an inexistant imaginary pizza :D

Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:
Improve my traditional art, and finish my story (I know I will not have the time but hey, I can still dream ^^)

Your Most Overused Phrase On An Instant Messenger:
I don't use such annoying thing as Instant Messenger (much to my friends dismay)

Your Best Physical Feature:
No hesitation, my eyes, because tell how eyes could be ugly?, So my eyes ; )

Thoughts First Waking Up:
'Can I afford to skip this class (again)', because I've so much difficulties to sleep that waking up is a torture!

Your Bedtime:
Ok, I often go to bed at 00:00, but begin to fall asleep around 5h, only to wake up every 20min -_-'. There you understand better my previous answer.

Your Most Missed Memory:
Stupid :iconmr-exudos: he reminded my of "Waf waf Ratinou'', my blue stuffed dog

MY FAVORITES

Favorite color?
Purple (not Dumbledore Purple, but Purple (or violet)^^)

Food?
My mum's ? (Maroccan food, but not the kind you eat at restos)

Sport?
Not this year, I miss Dance and ... Ok I can't say that I miss Handball -_-'

Animal?
Snake and Crows, equally. (I also like owls and panthers^^) (yope, not really a dog/Cat peson!)

Ice Cream?
Everyhing but vanilla for at least the next 6 months. (don't even ask why!)

Candy?
euh...let's not talk about candies, ok?

Store?
As long as I don't have to go shopping in it!

Salad Dressing?
yew...

Actor?
Me answering this question will be a dire contradiction of what I believe a good actor is. For a good actor is an actor that can make you forget he's an actor, while watching his movie you only see his character, never the actor! So the actor is irrelevent, only the character matter ^^

Song?
Right now?...Misery Business by Paramore, but it changes all the time!

Letter?
'S' ^^ Cuz I'm Bobby S from the Bobbies (heum, don't ask either)

Number?
27 (as I've already said^^)

Gum?
Boubalou (however you spell it), I don't know the name of this gum in other countries, but I had it all the time when I was younger in Marocco^^ )

Holiday?
Anywhere, if only I could go alone or with my friend, that's be great!

Season?
It used to be autumn, but seeing the nightmare is has been for me this year, I'm not so sure.

Toothpaste Flavor?
Mint^^ When I was younger we had the strawberry one, it was cool :D disgusting, but cool^^

Radio Station?
I don't even own a Radio.

Perfume?
I kind of like 'Ôde de l'Amour', Yves Rocher :D I stole it from my sister...Well no, she left it behind when she moved out, so I took the hint and claim it as mine (like so many other things^^)

Scent besides perfume?
Is it where i should say a really poetic thing like 'the scent of ...euh...", Ok, being poetic is soooo much easier in french!

Body part on the opposite sex?
Eyes(the intensity of his look), hair, hand. In that order. For the not so opposite sex, it would be, hair, smile and lips ^^ (So what if my first thought is always 'I wish I could draw her hair/his hand/eyes, etc, and not anything really relevant? -_-';)

FRIENDS AND LIFE

What Do You Want To Be When You Grow Up?
Somebody I can respect.

How Do You Want To Die?
Painlessly? Quite obviously^^ But also not because of any kind of illness, if I am to die, I don't want to wait for my death lying on a bed, I prefer it to happen when nobody expected it.

Turn ons:
Men: Intellect! The more witty, clever and knowledgeable (and he has to know it making him a bit arrogant about it ^^), the better! (Maybe that's why I had so many crushes on my teachers :D)

Girls: I think I better leave this one alone, :D

Turn offs:
I don't know, but I remember once growing quite found of a guy, he then acted immaturely, stupidly destroying something we all thought eternel by his mean, spiteful words. We can all understand why now I can't even look at guys my age that way -_-'

Which One Of Your Friends Acts The Most Like You?
Thankfully none! But if I had to chose then... no I can't...

Who's The Loudest?
It depends, we're all quite quiet but when all together we can be quite loud, but I'll say Laura ^^ (little, shy, Laura, yeah^^)

Who Makes You Laugh The Most?
Laura!

Who Have You Known The Longest?
Amandine (even if we're growing more and more apart from each other)

Who's The Shyist?
All of us? Yes me and my friends are strange, but the shyest is also the loudest, it all depends of the context ^^

When Have You Cried The Most?
Last year? Or maybe when I entered High school, I don't know. Still I cry all the time, so it's no big!

What Is The Best Feeling In The World?
Feeling worthy, needed and loved for who we really are.

Worst Feeling?
Uselessness, powerlessness, inferiority...guilt?


Where Do You Want To Live When You Grow Up?
Anywhere, I just wanna belong, enter my house and feel like I'm really coming back 'home', which isn't really the case right now seeing as on my Mobile Phone my house number can be found at A like Azkaban -_-'

If You Could Change One Thing About You What Would It Be?
My lack of motivation.

How Long Do You Think You'll Live?
I hope, not long enough, cuz' when you come to the point where you find you lived long enough, well it's just sad.


FINISH EACH SENTENCE

Let's walk on the:
left side of the street (keuf keuf keuf)

Let's look at the:
Birds, like you promised me.

What a:
stupid greasy git! (i should try to stop reading Potterfiction :D)

Where did:
she go? (I'm so very creative...after a British civilisation test, that's the best I can do, so...=))

Why can't:
they just leave me the Hell alone!

Silly, little:
cockroaches, stfu [in order not to be called vulgar, I often use the initales of phrases like What the Hell, or Shut the Fuck Up, and when I'm talking to my american friend on the phone while with my friends, they always try to listen to my conversation, and they never understand what STFU, or OMFG mean ^^ So I use it just to spite them :D]

Isn't it weird that:
I dream in english when really, I'm french ^^, I swear! It also mean that aither my english is better in my dreams or I sound stupid even in my dreams :D

Never under any circumstance:
Try to eat a whole litter of Vanilla ice cream, even if somebody dared you to, just don't, it's bad, bad, bad, and I still wanna puke up!

I wish:
I were from a different family, more open minded!

Everyone has a:
an obsession, some more than others!

I am:
so very exhausted!

HAVE YOU EVER

Been In Love?
Can't truly know, now can I?

Been To Juvie?
where?

Mooned Someone?
I don't want to blind someone ^^

Been Rejected?
Gosh, I can't believe I rejected 2 persons when I myself have never been rejected.

Ran Away From Home?
Well we had everything planed, we had money, I place were to stay, a plan, but one by one they started to change their mind, at the end we were only two, but everything we had planed just couldn't be done by only two, so we couldn't.

Pictured Your Crush Naked?
You bet ! *drool*
(During 8/9hours a weak during my 12th grade :D But I still manage to stay the best at Philosophy, I'm good :D)

Skipped School?
You mean like my economics class this morning? Gosh I'm at my university to study english and chinese, why the hell do we have Laws and economics classes -_-' I wish we had philosophy instead.

Thought About Suicide?
Can't be helped, I guess!

Slept Outside?
Outside like outdoor? Yope! Looking at the stars on the roof in Marocco where there's not enough polution and high building to hide the sky and its stars. We saw 8/9 falling stars (not kidding, it wasn't planes and we didn't drink either! That was so cool!)

Laughed So Hard You Cried?
I laughed so hard I could barely breath, I have to lean into the wall, which happened to be a door that opens at the slightest touch, so I felt down into a class full of students, but I still couldn't stop laughing, so I closed the door, and kept laughing, griping my ribs because it hurts to laugh too much, and tears streaming down my cheeks, and my friends' faces were so priceless that it made me laugh even harder.
The reason I started laughing was so stupid that it makes the whole memory even more pleasant^^

Cried In School?
yope^^

Thrown Up In School?
nope!

Wanted To Be a Model?
Yeah, all the time *sarcasm* *sarcasm*

Cheated On Someone?
Like if I could even if I wanted to -_-'

Done Something Really Stupid That You Still Laugh At Today?
Oh God yes ^^

Seen A Dead Body?
Thankfully that would be a big NO!

Been Bitched Out?
I don't think so, no... -_-'

Drank Alcohol?
3 times, I didn't like it much!

Smoked?
Yeah :D To be young and stupid (well not stupid enough to become addicted, I wanted to try it, so I did it before the summer holliday knowing that even if I became a bit addicted, i wouldn't be able to smoke for 3 months, so it would pass... ^^)

Been On Drugs?
No

Eaten Sushi?
Nope. One of my gay friend own me a Bento, he promised me!

Been On Stage?
Yeah^^ I played the 'flute', and we had a few plays too at school :)

Gone Skinny Dipping?
that's just gross...

Shoplifted?
Yope^^


Been Drunk?
Nevaaa

Been Called A Tease?
Like i could... -_-'

Been Beaten Up?
I usually was the one doing the beating :D

DO YOU

Swear?
Hell, yeah ^^ (the amusing thing is that I swear in english most of the time, so I would be in a french conversation, hit my arm on the window and swear in english, than continue my french conversation^^ That can be fun ; ) )

Sing Well?
Average! I can sing some songs real well, but I don't really have a voice, or a really weak and grave one.

Shower Daily?
Nope, monday I didn't have time -_-'

Want To Go To College?
I'm in college (we call 'college the school you attend from 6th to 9th grade, so the question sounded strange at first)

Want To Get Married?
I'm soooo not getting married. With a man or a woman, or whatever...

Believe In Yourself?
A few times a year...

Get Motion Sickness?
Nope

Think You Are Attractive?
I wear glasses but I'm not blind yet, so definitly NO, i don't!

Get Along With Your Parents?
The daughter they expect me to be get along with them all right. If they knew the real me my father would disown me -_-'

Like Thunderstorms?
YESSSS ^^ It's so cool and beautiful, and...well, let's just say yes and leave it at that, ok?

Play An Instrument?
euh...flute? I can do a bit of Blind Guardian's song The Bard Song: In the forest with my brother's guitar, but other than that... nope!

Own An iPod?
Yeah, and I love him, and I can't live without him... Well I couldn't, I don't use him much these days! But I still always have it with me, it's more essential than my phone or my brain ^^

Pray?
Yeah I pray Cthulhu ^^

Go To Church?
Only Notre Dame de Paris, and only when I meet a few of my online friends that don't come to Paris very often ^^

Sleep With Stuffed Animals?
Not anymore, But if I still had my Waf waf Ratinou and Neptune (teddy bear), than I would, and I would hide them when I'm not home to make sure my father don't give them away, the bastard (I'll never forgive him for taking them away from me!)

Keep A Journal/Diary?
Not a physical one, I have no privacy here, so writting in english online seems much more private than any other alternative -_-'

Dance In The Rain?
Yope, while singing :sing: 'I'm singin' in the rain, just singing in the rain, I'm happy again...' ^_^
We even did it with the umbrella and getting ourselves all wet^^

Sing In The Shower?
Once, I was curious to know why people did such a thing -_-'

THIS OR THAT
Pepsi or Coke?
Coke.

McDonald's or Burger King?
We don't have Burger King, so...

Single or Group Dates?
Single!

Chocolate or Vanilla?
Chocolate

Strawberries or Blueberries?
strawberries

Meat or Veggies?
Meat

TV or Movie?
Movie

Guitar or Drums?
Guitar to listen to, Drums if I have to chose which one I'd like to learn more!

Adidas or Nike?
Berk...

Chinese or Mexican?
Neither

Cheerios or Corn Flakes?
Cheerios (chocapic^^)

Cake or Pie?
Cake

MTV or VH1?
None!

Blind or Deaf?
Mute...

Boxers or Briefs?
-_-'

CAN YOU
Do The Splits?
I don't even want to know what it means -_-'

Write With Both Hands?
Yes, but don't expect me to be able to read what I wrote^^

Whistle?
Yep^^

Blow A Bubble?
Yeah, big, big ones^^

Roll Your Tongue In A Circle?
Never tried, never want to either.

Cross Your Eyes?
Yope^^

Walk With Your Toes Curled?
Well that would be a stupid thing to do!

Touch Your Tongue to Your Nose?
I'm not Stitch -_-'

Dance?
Yope!

Eat Whatever You Want And Not Worry?
Nope -_-'

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON

You Touched:
My father (or my mother, don't remember) when I come home, or leave the house, I always kiss them, cheeks and forehead, that's just something I'm used to!

You Talked To On The Phone:
That would be myself (I was talking to a friend and she had to hide her phone (I forgot why) while I kept talking -_-';)

You Instant Messaged:
Ow that's so long ago...

You Hugged:
A friend, Laura, she needed it^^

You Yelled At:
I don't really yeall at people, last time I remember it was 4 years ago! -_-'

You Played A Sport With:
I didn't have any real friends on my sport group -_-'

WHAT'S THE LAST

Time You Laughed?
Yesteday, reading a lot would do that to you...

Time You Cried?
Yesteday night, I blame it on my readings too!

Movie You Watched?
Wow, that would be 'Jeux d'Enfants', a french movie!

Flavor Of Gum You Chewed?
It's been too long...

Joke You Told?
It must have been really witty...I'm sure...heum... (I lost)

Song You've Sung?
It was a japanese song from the movie Nana: Truth^^

Where Are You?
My room, at home ^^

What Can You See Out Your Window?
Nothing, I closed the...thingie you pull down...whatever!

Are You Listening To Music?
Of course :D (A youtube singer: Ana Free, I love her songs^^)

What Are You Wearing?
A (fake) jean dress (I'm usually wearing dresses at home, long dresses -_-';)

What's On Your Mousepad?
My mousepad is a piece of paper, their a few numbers, a scrap, well and seeing as use this piece of paper to test my pencils, pens and things it's quite a mess ^^

BELIEFS

Do you believe there is life on other planets?
Not on this galaxy, but beyond that there's no telling...

Do you believe in miracles?
Not divine miracle, but extraordinaire, rare and good things can happen, yes, I wouldn't call it a miracle but for some it is.

Magic?
I wish with all my heart, every single day, that it exist...I think it does to an extand.

Love at first sight?
I don't!

God?
God, god, I don't know. I believe in a transcendent being, or beings, but not God. Not a God supposed to be perfect and still ask his 'followers' to worship him, to bow to him/it/whatever, or such things

Satan?
That's convenient, to say that there's an evil being who corrupt and tempt people to do wrongs things when they're the only ont to blame.

Ghosts?
Spirits, maybe... but not really!

Santa?
When I've never received any chrismas gift until 3 years ago?, like hell I believe in him!

Evolution?
Yope :D But I have much faith in destruction, we're much better at it, don't you think?

IN A BOY...

Fav Eye Color:
Can't care less, I just want it to me intense

Fav Hair Color:
I'm not much of a blond person, but I'm not difficult :D

Short or Long Hair:
Long (maybe because I find girl that much more interesting physicaly speaking!)

Height:
Can't care less!

Weight:
If they don't care about mine, why should I? -_-'

Best Clothing Style:
Don't care at all, at all, at all !!

RANDOM

What Country Would You Most Like To Visit?
Greace

Number Of CD's I Own:
None^^

Your Good Luck Charm:
I don't know, but trust me when I say that I was glad I had it with me, whatever 'it' is, when I passed my History test at the end of my 12th Grade. I wanted to have 5/20 I ended up with 13/2à because the subject was about the only chapter I studied :D
I'm bad!

How many pillows do you sleep with?
Heu...4, but I '''only''' use 3 of them D:D

Do you drink milk?
A lot!

Person You Hate Most:
You mean the person I dislike most, I don't do hate, except maybe my half-sister's ex-husband. I've always disliked him (since I was 5 for Merlin Sake!), but now I think I kind of hate him!

Most Outdated Phrase:
"Ouais, c'est trop relou quoi", wake up people, stop talking like savages!

Do you think God has a gender?
Seeing as he's/it's suppose to be unique and all, I'm gonna say no, genders were created to enable procreation, he can't procreate, he doesn't get to have a gender, he doesn't even get to have sex... Sucks to be God, huh?

Where do you think we go when we die?
Well most of the time we go to a grave in a cemetary -_-'... I hope we fade into the 'néant' ^^

How many rings until you answer the phone?
Usually I have to find my phone in my bag, messy business that -_-', it often takes much longer than the person is willing to wait :D


What is something scientists need to invent?
A way to keep idiotic people from achieving political power, like the stupid drawf we have now for a President. I kind of prefer the kind thieve we have going on for us!

Are you a health freak?
Not enough -_-'

Are you a virgin?
Yeah

If you could travel into space, where would you go?
That's a stupid question. So a stupid answer: If I could travel into space I'll travel around the planet earth -_-'

What is the worst weather?
I don't know what you call it in english, when it's cold, it's raining and not snowing but...like their hard stupid things falling from the sky. I mean I like the rain, but god those things hurts, it left bruises on my neck, I'm not kidding! That's the worse weather!

Did you play with Barbies as a child?
Nope^^ The other girls played with their barbies, me and my guys friends played Conan, or Hercules ^^ (My blue dog, waf waf Ratinou, played the role of a Pheonix ^^ cool, huh?)

How many grades have you failed?
I didn't really fail last year (my philosophy course), i just chose to change my course, so None ^^

I tag.. nobody^^

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:iconmr-exudos:
I remind you of Waf waf Ratinou? I feel a tear in my left eye.

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A cat is fine too...
:iconorlina:
Yope, or your avatar does. Can't explain why, your avatar being all green and all... ;)

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"C'est proprement avoir les yeux fermés, sans tâcher jamais de les ouvrir, que de vivre sans philosopher." (Descartes)

"But to live without philosophizing is in truth the same as keeping
the eyes closed without attempting to open them".
:iconmr-exudos:
Ok now im curious. What did Waf waf Ratinous face look like XD

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A cat is fine too...
:iconorlina:
Well I found a photograph of him^^
With my little self :D

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***
"C'est proprement avoir les yeux fermés, sans tâcher jamais de les ouvrir, que de vivre sans philosopher." (Descartes)

"But to live without philosophizing is in truth the same as keeping
the eyes closed without attempting to open them".
:iconorlina:
Ok, obviously the link isn't quite right -_-'
[link] Ok it's the blue think (before the last photograph ^^)

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***
"C'est proprement avoir les yeux fermés, sans tâcher jamais de les ouvrir, que de vivre sans philosopher." (Descartes)

"But to live without philosophizing is in truth the same as keeping
the eyes closed without attempting to open them".
:iconmr-exudos:
... That face is nearly identical to my big brown stolen teddy bear! The memories DX
I miss him so...

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A cat is fine too...
:iconorlina:
I miss mine too :'(

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***
"C'est proprement avoir les yeux fermés, sans tâcher jamais de les ouvrir, que de vivre sans philosopher." (Descartes)

"But to live without philosophizing is in truth the same as keeping
the eyes closed without attempting to open them".

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